1st Term: Finished

Well, this Friday will be the last day of this first term, but today is the last 1st term day of this blog. It has been a hardly beggining... I can still remember those time when I sat in the middle of the classrom, and when, later, I went to the left side of the classroom. I've worked (yes, I've worked) so much, but... I think that my marks won't be so high. I've had so many 4's, and not sufficient approvates. I tried to approve, but I think that I have some problems, I think that I've studied hardly and the sufficient, but... I don't know why but it seems that not.
I will continue working in this blog (because I have to do it to approve), and I will try to improve it with more changes, stupid things like more stupid gadgets, more curious things or maybe more of my thinks... I don't know.
I won't mark myself, you know what I think about marks, so I won't say nothing about it. But I think that if someone have done the sufficient posts and he/she had worked the sufficient, I think that he/she would be approved.
I will continue working ("Always working!") and if we can put posts in this holidays (and they will be part of the "Your say" of the 2nd Term) I will do it, and if I'm inspirated, maybe some Extra works too.
See you later! ^^

Podcast

Well, this is my podcast. Thanks Niki, you have done "all" the work! I don't know how to use the Audacity and sound programs like this, and you have done what I don't know for us, and also you've had the sufficient patience. Thanks again.

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Best Friend

I have three different kind of friends, three groups that I've created to classificate my friendships. I have "friends" (those who I know, but I don't talk with them so much. In this group there are many people), friends (those who I see maybe everyday, and I laugh, talk, meet... In this group there are some people, but not so many) and friends friends (In this group there are, and have to be, less than 3 persons). I will use this post to talk about this last classification, my friends friends, my best friends.

In this moments, I think that I have 3 persons in this group, I won't say the name of all three, because some of my friends could be angry.

The best friend that I have in this moment, is Lluís. I met he in a online game, Metin2, a year ago. Since that moment, I've talk with he every (every, every, every) day, we never have been angry with the other. Maybe we've discussed sometime, but we always have solved it. He is so intelligent, and he understands me. He'd helped me a lot and I think that me too, but no so much as he.

He lives in Sabadell, and I never have seen he. Well, I heared his voice, but it's not the same... I have to see he! He saw me 2 times I think, but I haven't see he anytime... I have seen his live with his online girlfriends, I helped he with the schoolwork, I helped he "leveling" in the game etc. But he helped me more than me.

I still remembering those days when he "levelled" me in the game, he upped me like 55 levels (yes, its a lot of levels), and we'd enjoyed so much. We "killed" many enemies, and so more spiders. We've talked without stopping for hours... He helped me a lot when my first "pj" had been banned. I maked me to continue, and I continued for he.

I really love he (love of friends! Don't say me "gay" more! xD) and I want to be with he more (more, more, more...) time, I don't want to say goodbye to him, and I will try it.

For my best friend, Stiwiiiiii!!

New Style

Some people could say that seems that I am in a funeral, or that I will go to one of them, because I'm always wearing black clothes (except my pink belt). I like this colour... so I wanted to have more of it, I wanted to dye my hair with a really dark black.
I could do this, my parents let me and my hairdresser got the dye, so I did it. Now I don't have any blue hair, but... I have blue hair.
Well, I have to explain it a little better... The dye had got a blue shine, so, if there are much light and it shines my hair, this will shine with blue splendor. It's nice! I haven't got my blue fringe, now its black, but I like it too.
Yesterday I was so nervous, because I only dyed my hair two times, and these times was only for the fringe. And this time was for all the hair... It didn't hurt (logic), but I had to wait like 30 min., because the dye had to dry. I played with my mobile phone a little bit, and I talked with my hairdresser (a cool hairdresser... I like he). He told me that in the past (like 10 years), the hairdressers used the cigarette butts to take off the dye of dyed hairs. I didn't know it and I was surprised. He bought a different dye, a dye with blue shines, because he thinked that I will like it, and he guessed it.

What do I want?

Why?

Why do we continue, if in the future we will have more problems, economics problems, social problems, work problems, wounds and more problems in general?

I remember the fantastic (of fantasy, not of spectacularity) tale of a monk, a monk who went to pray to God to get problems, because he didn't have one. He said that he lives only to resolve his problems and some of the other, but he had not problems, he sleeps and eats every day, he wasn't married and also, he didn't love anyone. Then, a god said he that he had a problem, he did not look after things well, because always there are something that causes problems to us.

Yes, it's a bit stupid...

Life can give us a lot of joys, but also a lot of concerns. I'm not a suicide, in some moments I like the life, those moments where I'm laughing or being with my friends... things like this.

Have we some other option? Could we life without these "unnecessary" problems? Of course that not. If we live in a rural house, with animals and a calm life, we will have problems too (to take care of the animals and plants, getting food...), and if we don't have problems (if it could be), we would be very bored. Don't say me "see the good things of the life, not bad things", because in the good things, can be a lot of bad things, and I use to see only them.

Exams, problems with friends, family, homework, more exams, loneliness, etc.

Well, but I like some things too, like my blue hair! ^^

The best teacher

All we had got a "best teacher", that teacher who makes easier his subject, that teacher who is more opened, more "cool" and sometimes, like "one of we". In my case that teacher was Narcís (oh... I miss he...). He was an Art teacher, and it's curious, because I never liked Arts so much. Since firsts days of his art classes, he showed a very extroverted character, he was so funny, facetious, charismatic, sexy (why not?), charismatic (I've said this before, right?) etc.

My memory has borrowed most of his classes, but at this moments I can still remember some of them. A class that he showed his super-elastic underpants (white dot underpants). A class that he taked my hand and "I drew" a picture of two pretty dogs. Another class that he said a very funny exemple of icebergs and penguins... And few more. Those pretty times where in my first year of Institute, when we were the news. I don't know where is he now, maybe he is studying for another professional career (before being teacher, he studied Arts, medicine, and also he was in the army). I really miss he, and what really hurts me is that I didn't say goodbye to he, because I didn't see he in the last day of the course... I remember some days, some days where he was a bit introverted and also less funny or more applied... I want to see he again and say the goodbye that I didn't give he time before.

A "beauty" tale

The traitor bird

Once upon a time a hunter went to hunting in the woods, where they capture and kill animals for some tasty dinner. When he was in the forest, he went looking for his dinner, but he found no rabbit or other animal that could fill his belly. After a while searching, he found a bird and he capture on the sly. The bird, desperate, said that if the hunter let she go, she will go to find their friends and she will bring her friends to the hunter, and the hunter will be able to kill bird’s friends but not she.
The hunter accept, and set free the bird. The bird went where his friends were, and told them that she had found a place with many delicious worms. The herd went where was the hunter and began to peck at the ground. At least 20 birds were pecking at the ground, and between them, the traitor. The hunter fired only one time, and that shot struck the belly of the traitor. The hunter went where was the traitor, and said she that he killed she for betray her friends to try to live.
The hunter, thinking that he did the correct, went to his house with the dead bird to cook and eat it. But, the bird’s friends saw how the hunter kill she, and they wanted revenge. For they, the killed bird was a good friend. So, When the hunter got distracted by cleaning his gun, the birds charged to him and pecked he to death. They killed the person who saved them from a possible future demise at the hands of a friend of the group.

The bird's soul and the hunter's soul went to the purgatory, and there they found another souls waiting for the final choice. There was so many workers choosing who will go to the heaven, and who will go to the hell. Then, the workers didn't know where should go the hunter's soul, because he did a good action killing the traitor, but he killed someone... So, they decided to test he. They said he that if he can converte the bird's soul in a good soul, he will go to the heaven.

The hunter talked with the bird, but she hated he, and she wanted to go to the hell with her killer. So, she said he that she will be a really good person (without liying and things like this) if the hunter can take there the worms who she tried to kill.

The hunter did that and he brought the worms with her, then, the bird asked to the hunter if he could take there a scythe of one of the workers because she wanted to give that to the worms, because they are so weak. The hunter, wanting to go to the heaven, did that and the bird was so happy having the scythe. The bird promised that she will be good, and the hunter went to the worker and said he that he did it well.

The worker saw the bird, and he saw that the bird didn't have one of her wings. And she said that the hunter did it for revenge. The bird cutted one of her wings only to revenge.

The worker sended they to the hell and they burned all the eternity.

My Oral Presentation (Please don't see this...)

Well, I used a powerpoint (only to decorate...), and this only worsened my presentation. There were some pictures (only pictures, there weren't any explanations or things like this. Fortunately, it dures about 5 minutes, so I did it well.
Maybe my hair covered my eyes, but I tried to look all the time to the people, although sometimes I "needed" to look at the ground. I didn't have any notes, or recordations (maybe for this reason I had a very long lapsus and more things...). I tried to learn it all the time to say all it after, but it hasn't got "progress", so I confused some things and, in the beggining, I said some things that I shoulded said at the end.

I was very (very very very very) nervous, I only had 2 days to prepare it, only 2 days to learn all it (yes, I am a bit fool, I shoulded ask for it, but I didn't know that it was wrong), and, of course, I forgotted it. Also, in some moments I didn't understand me, so I'm sure that the other people neither. I tried to get a correct pronunciation and say good words to say things, but... I think that it didn't happen.
I don't want to continue because I will be sad and frustrated in the upcoming English classes, but I have to do it.

Well, for the next presentations I could improve my pronunciation, text structure, etc.. And practice earlier (before 2 days at least ...), and bring notes, etc. etc. I'll try to correct some mistakes (maybe it's too difficult to eliminate all they) that I did in this O.P.. Well, here goes the Literal transcription:

- I'm Adrià, and I will explain something about my interests. Well, I have many interests... Well not, I have some interests but they are not very interesting to count here. Instead this things I will explain something that I think that be more interesting than other things (then I touch my hair =P). In the end of this summer, I started reading some criminology books and some psichology books, and I thinked that I could do a presentation of this. Instead I can talk about videogames, my greatest interest, but I could be a little geek, "friki, vamos...". Well, I think that psichollogical books are really interesting and because of them I will explain a psichollogical experiment that they are better. In one of them, there are... The scientists (Then I touch another time my hair...) had got two groups of people, and they showed them a video with terrible car accidents. And... when the film is (lapsus!!). When the people are seeing the film, the scientists asked them "how fast was this car going before the clash?" (I had to said this 2 times), and then to the second group, they asked the same question but changing the word clash with another with less violence, like impact... or, shock... I don't know. And then the scientists see that the first group answered an answer (logic...) 30 km faster than the velocity of had sayed the second group (yes, I explained it fatal). Well, if the second group sayed... 100 kilometers per hour then the first group had sayed 130 km/h (3rd time that I touched my hair). And it doesn't finish here, a few weeks later, the scientists asked to the first group if they remembered a broken glasses that there was in a brutal accident, these glasses never existed, so it was a lie (Then the power-point failed me...). Well, and the first group remembered that glasses and also they described them. It's really curious... Well, and something else, I think that can be an history of a criminology book that I've read at the end of this summer (Yes, I repeated it) that explains the history of Walburga and her husband Fred. Walburga was a beauty woman, a very beauty woman (not so much, I exaggerated a bit), and Fred was ugly, but a very rich businessman (Then I touched my hair another time). So... they had just married, and they lives "happy" a few years. Well, Walburga didn't loves he, so she had a lover. Well... one night, Fred went to his house, drunked, and he start hitting she, and... the lover of Walburga, called Otto, went to the house and killed he with a pistol. Then Walburga taked care of the situation and stoled the valuable clock of her husband and gived it to her lover, Otto. Then Otto scaped, he went away. Then Walburga went to a closet and locked the door by inside... and she called the police. She sayed at the police that a thief went to her house, killed her husband, stoled the valuable clock, and locked she in a closet. The police believed she... and she had got all the money of her husband. Well, but... a few years later, the lawyer of Walburga and Otto testified against she, but... The judge never believed she, because... the police never finded any proves to inculce them (yeah, inculce doesn't have meaning) (and also I touched another time my hair). So Walburga was absolved and Otto too. Well, the justice is blind. Ok, here concludes my Oral Presentation.

(Ah, The video doesn't have enough volume...)

Reflections of my Oral Presentation

Horrible.
Here concludes my "Reflections of my Oral Presentation".

No, I don't want to finish this post here...
I want to explain some "why?" fot some of my errors and nerves.
Well, first my video camera (my mobile phone) couldn't record me without someone holding it. Well, a friend had to record me, but it doesn't matter. Then my pen-drive (A MP3) didn't work, so I had to go downstairs to copy the powerpoint to another pen. While, some classmates who are doing a subject that I course too had to go to another classrom to do a test (yes, I arrived late, but I could do the exam). Well, when I arrived in class, I could open the Pen-drive that my teacher let me. But I was confused at the time to copy the powerpoint, and it was not there... Luckily, the MP3 did work (It hadn't battery) and I could open the powerpoint and do the presentation. Then, I tried to do a "good" O.P., seeing the people, showing me naturally, things like that... But you can see some of my white shirt under my purple jumper and I don't like it!

I didn't use the powerpoint for anything, it was only to decorate, and also, to my misfortune.. Something for my defence? I believed that the presentations began to work (not to start) on the first day that the teacher told us.

It's all...Well, if I have to give me a mark, I will say a 5, or maybe a 6 or 7 (Not... a 5 or a 6).

The new of dogs!

Well, this article describes and explain us how are, what do, and where often live the Pyrenean mountain dog. Those dogs use to be utilized to protect the sheeps from predators and driving throught the mountains.

- I like those dogs because they are easy to teach tips, how to live together with the sheeps and how to control they. They have a soft coat and strong paws, so they can suffer the mountain winters. Every year (I think) there are a competition in the catalonia country where these dogs compete to see who is the best looking after the sheeps. In short, I like they.

The presentation of me that I sended before

Well, there are my presentation, I don't really know how to describe me, but I will try to do it as well I can.

I believe that to be described to oneself psychologically can be, sometimes, a bit false. It's simple, I believe that nobody says to himself that he is a liar, or a miser, or a bit dumb, they will say that they are a joker, that they likes to got many things and they are a bit ingenuous. Then, the psychologically description can be a bit difficult.

Well, some of them say that physically (for my robes) I am a bit strange, and psychologically too, because I like to speak with the people as if us are friends since a lot of time, without using very polite words or rodeos, then, doing that, I think that the conversation will be better, we will understand us better, and it will be easier to talk.

I think that I don't have "ego", it is that revolutionizes the hormones of the person and becomes he or she more violent only to impress a girl or a boy, or to up/still her/his autoesteem or personal valuation. And with more age, more ego. It can not be true, yes, it maybe can be, simply, bulling or boredom. I like to talk calmly with the people, and with the teachers too. But there are some people that likes to laugh of the people that is wrong or likes to criticize the people. Yes, I have suffered this, and for this reason I won't do it at others. But I think that there are things that have to change, things that are beneficial for some, but problematic for others. In this seccion, there are the exams. Yes, I can't do anything to change that or simply, cancel it. Beneficial for the teachers at time to mark, and problematic for the students because they to have to learn things only for remembering them, and when the examination concludes, they maybe olvides them. There are more options apart from the examinations, but I will extense this theme on a post in my blog. I don't want to be without themes to say.

I think that I sayed many wrong things and not much nice things. I really like the institute, it allows me to meet friends (well, I don't like so much to meet new friends, my 4 friends are sufficient) and be with they. I can learn things and I like it, but there are some things that I don't really want to learn, for this reason, I have been studying all the summer Psychology. I really like it because this can help to being with the people and learning to improve the mind. I like to talk (I prefer to speak in Catalan, but if I have to speak in English, I will try it. It's more difficult because I have to think that I will say before (but it's OK). In short, I like to talk with any person (any person less the the people that criticize the other for to be different, or that persons that hate and abuse the considered weak persons only to amuse itself or to impress the girls).

I think that I talked too much...

Well, is it what I had to do, really? Here concludes the presentation, or I think, because I can talk more and more.

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- Well, I choced this one because I think that is the best writing that I've done since the beggining of this course. I described me as well, but I could say more things of me, so it isn't finished. In the original text, I've done a lot of mistakes, so I corrected all them (or I tried it...). Well, there are somethings that aren't really true at this moment, because I changed my hairstyle (now I am more black than before, more, more black). Maybe all it isn't good, so I may put the other texts (I have them in my computer, so I don't put them for laziness), instead, I think that this is the best one, and it will be here, not the others.

An image for everyone

This new writing have come to my mind when I saw a picture that I have in this blog.
I think that we all have an ideal to follow, something we want to be or look like. An image that resembles us or define us. An "image" that guides our actions to become identical to this one. Although I don't think that this time will come, because the picture will evolve and change (even radically). This kind of "images" can be a goal for us, a goal that makes to continue. Or maybe the image can be a symbol of us, an image that "describes" us how we are.

I think that it's important, because we are "obliged" to continue to the time when we will feel "perfect", a perfection that had created the idea, and when we are in that perfection, we can evolve that idea to create a new one, or attempt to the people likes the idea and want to become like you.

It's difficult to get an example, or maybe it's very simple. A nazi maybe wants to be like his lider, Hitler, but maybe he wants to "evolve" (if it can be evolved...) this way of thinking and create another one that is more cruel, or violent, or more "right". A swimmer may want to become like the champion of his country, and when he reach that point (although it would not), he could think that he have reached a new image and then, he will be able to become a swimming teacher and deploy that image to their students.

I know that saying this things I don't say nothing important, and all it can be considered (by others) a lie. But I like this thinks.
Well, if I have to choose a picture for me for this moments, I think it would be this:

Natural Cure

Well, at the end of this summer I read in a psychology book, an interesting true story about a man who cured his wound without any medicine or recuperations. Well, this man (sorry but I don't remember his name... but I will search it) had a spinal injury that kept him from moving well and even after a time, to walk. This man believed with natural cures (not divine cures, or miraculous cures, or this kind of craps) like the mind cure. It consists in, in a large period of time, "feel" that this part of the body has no bad, not injuries... He "feel" it all the day, with periods of 1 hour some times per day. Also, he read books of medicine, and books of this kind of cures. In the progress, he only used a device that his doctor told he to use it some times to start walking when his medicines improve he some more (a medicines that he didn't take). Well, he also swam every day, and he did exercises to improve his back and his mind. In two years (I think) he healed the wound that doctors said it would heal in more, more time, or even that this would couldn't be healed.
Well, he explains it in a lot of pages, 40 or 50 I think, I have tried to resume it a little bit.
When I read this I was very surprised, but even I think is not true. Maybe it has invented all to pure merchandishing, or perhaps all is true, I don't know. Even so, I am sure that may be true, because the brain is powerful.