The evolution

Some persons don't believe in the evolution, some persons think that we hasn't changed since... our origins. I won't talk about the evolution of the human body, because it is so much clear, I don't know anyone with an "enormous" cranium, low stature, shaggy, identical to a monkey etc.

What I think that anyone could contradict, is that we've evolved mentally. Before we didn't know about medicines, technology, democracy... We've evolved physically and mentally, but now I think that the first kind of evolution is decreasing, is decreasing a lot, and the second kind is increasing.

Fortunately, we are improving in medicines, technologies... but physically? I think that now we are tallest than before, but it isn't a real evolution.

Probably in a lot of years there will be an evolution since now, but the culture avoids this. Some persons could feel disgust or fear to a man with six fingers in one hand, and maybe he will operate to remove it and become "normal", but the sixth finger will be in his DNA. If we all have the same culture, the same ethics... I think that we will evolve more than now, because there won't be borders (there won't be borders if we can eliminate all these stupids religions and beliefs). If the knowledge is widespread, there will be more and more new discoveries and advances because we will be more qualified persons. Maybe we won't evolve physically, but I'm sure that we will evolve mentally.

But first, we should eliminate some stupid theories, then, we will have it easier to evolve, and also, we will have more peace.

This has happened

At some moments, we see how a desire that we had, is fulfilled. Some persons (since I have said before) can think that they are fulfilled because something has listened them and has done things to make it true. The people with more reasonable thought, knows that the actions of oneself and the feeling of wanting to do this, have made this true.

Someone could say to me "It needs too many change to make it real", or simply "It's too change". I think that the change appears when we don't know something, because if we know it, we will know "the future". Our actions control us, when we've done something, this something will do another thing that will afects to us (butterfly effect), the union of all these "chances", these chances that have born of the feeling of wanting something, have created the future.

Maybe someone could think that if he/she does good actions, he/she will receive a remuneration, all actions make something and have a result. If your you move a leg, you consume energy. If you buy a car, you will have less money. If you look at the left side, you won't see somethings of the right side. If you pray... you don't do anything.

To listen my memory

I'm sure (yes, at this moments I won't say "I think") that nobody listens to us when we think, and, of course, when someone prays. It's really stupid to think that if you think something, if you ask for something with the memory, or if you "talk" with someone and you apologize for things that you've done, someone are hearing you, and this "person" can do something to help you. It's... really (really, really) useless. Our thoughts are produced in our brain, of these connections of neourons. How someone can think that something (yes, when I say something, I am saying god) is hearing us, that something can hear what only us can hear?Some persons could talk about something called "omnipotence", there are some parables that destroys this word, and some thoughts that too. Some persons could feel culprits when they have "badly" thoughts about something or someone. And also, there are so many people who feels culprit when they insult or hit someone (Me too, yes, it's something natural). But... when they apologizes to "something" using his own thoughts, I think that he/she have a mental problem.

Lucky, we have psychiatrists.

They are my thoughts, I don't want to hurt some people.

Omnipotence

Some people say that god exists, and it's omnipotent. There are so many questions that torture the human mind, like "From where we are?" "Why do we exist?" "Which is the real origin of everything?" etc. The simplest answer that anyone could say can be "Someone who can do all, who are in everything, and who knows all, has done it". It's de simplest answer, if you say that when there are something that anyone knows, some people could believe you, because it could be true. If anyone knows why we are here, why do we exist or another philosophical question (a question without a real answer) and someone says "Someone who can do all created us." and he demostrates without demostrating this (with so many examples, metaphors, "fantastic" histories, traditions etc.) there will be some ingenious people who will believe he. People who don't want to search a the real answer, that answer wich are really hidden, that answer that forces you to spend all of your life to find that.
In some moments of the history, some persons wanted to demostrate that a thought without any scientific base is incorrect, and some of they had demostrated it (the spontaneous generation, for exemple), but there are things, things that happened in the past, that we can't know... and these things have so many answers. I'm sure that someone will demostrate that these stupid theories are... stupid theories.

In what I fail?

I don't really know it, but I try to do a lot of things, not only for me, but also for the others. I try to do it well, without many fails, mistakes, confusions... but I can't do it how I want, and in some moments I have these three and maybe more. I'm tired of receive "No, you are wrong", "It's not true, don't invent things" or also "You are a liar", so I prefer to say "I think that..." and don't receive a direct "No".

I fail in a lot of things, maybe every day, and of course, there are someones that affect me more than others. In the school, I have some problems with studies, I try to study as well, and the sufficient time but... since the first exam of this course I've seen that I haven't done something, something that was escapping from me, something that could grow up my fours to fives, my fail to my pass. I don't know what is this "something", but some teachers have been helping me and we think that it could be my study method. Well, I am changing it to the new that they've explained me. Since 1 week, I am studying with the new method, and if it don't work, if I fail the next exams...

Sometimes I also have fails with my friends, I have arguments with they when they can't understand me, when they are joking and I don't really want to joke, when they are happy and I am sad, maybe I am too time sad, but... It's me, it's difficult to change. But luckly I have some special friends who always (I think) understands me, those friends who I can tell them all, those friends who are "all" for me, those who I love, those who I need, those who shows me that I am not lonely, etc.

Sorry for my constant (yes, really constant) fails.